Unpublished Cover Photo Proof for “A New Era in Publishing”
The Other Black GirlThe Unpublished Cover Photo Proof for “A New Era in Publishing?” preserves an image of Kendra Rae Phillips and Diana Gordon together on the cover of a prestigious magazine that never appeared. Rediscovered among Kendra’s old books and papers, the proof is both a record of their shared public promise and a reminder of how quickly that promise was withdrawn: after Kendra spoke up, the cover was pulled. Its question-marked title, once irritating to her, becomes inseparable from the unresolved meaning of the supposed new era.
Provenance and rediscovery
Kendra finds the proof while searching the bottom shelves of a mahogany bookcase she bought at a tag sale shortly after moving to Catskill. The shelves hold books collected over fifty years, including works by Ralph Ellison and Toni Morrison, Gordon Parks’s memoir, a biography of Billie Holiday, other books about Black creatives, and old issues of JET and Ebony. Kendra arranges the collection by theme rather than alphabetically, but even her own system makes the narrow spine difficult to locate. The search slows into a careful reading of the shelf: she scans the old magazines, spots a spine too small to read, and finally recognizes the item she has been looking for.
The object is not loose in the bookcase. It is tucked into the flap of an old theater program, and Kendra handles the program cautiously so as not to damage its fiftysomething-year-old spine. Her parents had taken her to performances of Amiri Baraka’s The Slave and The Toilet when she was fourteen. She remembers her father reminding her on the ride to St. Mark’s Playhouse that Baraka was from Newark, too. Opening the program and reaching into its flap brings out the photo proof, a printed trace of another chapter in Kendra’s life preserved inside the record of that childhood outing.
The image and its title
The proof shows Kendra and Diana posing together for the unpublished cover. Kendra wears black and Diana wears rose; both have sharply shouldered jackets. The photographer had suggested that they raise their fists, but the two women considered that pose corny. Instead, they stand back-to-back with crossed arms and raised eyebrows, a stance they had agreed felt more natural. Their choice is a concrete detail of the image’s making: the cover records not only how they were photographed, but also a decision they made together about how they wished to appear.
Across the bottom of the page, the words “A New Era in Publishing?” are printed over their brown ankles. Kendra remembers that the question mark bothered her even at the time, and it aggravates her again when she sees the proof. She had asked the editor in chief why the title was framed as a question. The prospect of appearing on a prestigious magazine cover had made the punctuation seem consequential to her; she had treated the cover as evidence that a new era might actually be beginning. The surviving proof holds that optimism and its qualification in the same frame: the women are pictured prominently, while the title itself withholds certainty.
The cover’s withdrawal and its afterlife
The cover never reached readers. Kendra recalls the decisive sequence plainly: she opened her mouth, and then the magazine pulled the cover. The proof records the image that was prepared, not an issue that was published. The evidence does not specify what Kendra said or offer a fuller account of the editor’s decision, but it establishes the sequence that gives the artifact its force. A magazine could stage the image of a new era and then remove it after the woman pictured spoke.
When Kendra recovers the proof, she has just been considering whether to reach through her phone and warn a stranger that editing may not be worth the cost, and that carelessness could turn the stranger into someone like her, or worse. The old image gives that impulse a material history: Kendra can hold the proof of an earlier moment when a prestigious cover appeared to promise change, alongside the memory that her voice preceded its withdrawal. She places the proof and the program on the couch and returns to the kitchen. Although she had also wanted to smash her phone against the wall, she does not. Instead, she looks again at the Jacob Lawrence print and calls Lynn. The proof therefore remains more than evidence of a lost cover: in the present, its rediscovery sharpens Kendra’s sense of what she might tell someone else, even as the call marks a turn from anger toward contact.
